Idk.

Idk anymore.
Idk what I'm doing anymore.
I'm so lost.
She loves me.
She hates me.
She wants me.
She can't stand me.
She is cheating on me.
And I'm letting her.
There is a reason why I've become so complacent tho.
It starts with a "k" and ends with an "a".
I'm doing hard time and I can't wait for my community service to finally be over.
How long must I endure this purgatory.
Just a little longer.
Thats what I tell myself when I want to just die and be done with it all.
Dear girl of my dreams.
I love you.
I need you.
I want you.
Come to me now.
Be with me now.
Why won't you.
Come love me like you were always meant to.
Come and love me now.